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Devil In My Soul
01:38
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I stand bare
with my hands bloody,
As I scream
it was the Devil in me.
I stand alone
with nobody to hold,
As I scream
it was the Devil in my soul.
NO ALTARZ
No vindication for what was said.
I am barely breathing,
wishing that I was dead.
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Truth Be Told
03:39
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Shadow Of The Damned
04:32
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All questions, No answers. Lord, kill me, much faster. Some solace, I seek.
All sorrow, no glee. Why? Why? Why? Why? A truth that I refuse to believe,
There is no hope in my means. Demons plague, my sleep. This evil weighs, on my feet.
The depths below are calling me. Hell is blinding, I can't see. Shadow of the damned in me, I can't breathe.
A cancer of my being, A bastard of my dreams. This despair and pain, Won't seem to go away.
This disgust and hate, Won't seem to fade. My burdens yesterday, Are problems of today.
My problems yesterday, Are burdens of today. With suicide, on my mind, I now know it's time,
To end this life, Why live when I can fucking die? I never stood a chance, It was all in my past.
Why live when I can fucking die?
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The detriment of my existence A fate with no escape An endless struggle for meaning
A life with no conselation Inconsistent dedication Incompetent solutions A problem,
that can be solved by death. A painful trial, with no end. Deluded, your ashes had turned to dust.
Yet plagued 'til dawn, beginning from dusk. Demons taking over, and the devil is over my shoulder.
As flames begins to rise, my heart becomes colder. Evil, A devilish act Evil, From this horror, I can't go back.
No prayers, No signs of hope, No better tomorrow allowing me to cope
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Scorned By This Fate
04:02
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You gave so much,
and I gave nothing in return.
No place to call home,
I'll forever wander ALONE.
In my dreams it's you I see,
but when I wake,
you're not here with me
To be forgiven, is all that I ask.
To be forgotten, let's kill the past.
No concern whether I live or die,
I have no more fight to continue with life.
A sad song for all I've done.
A sad song, will you care,
when I'm gone?
I can't help but feel this way,
I need to escape this pain.
I am plagued by the memories,
and forever scorned by this fate.
I beg and plead for the devil to take my soul,
Any action as long as it takes me home.
ALL HOPES ARE NO MORE,
I'M SHAMED AND ALONE
ALL THOUGHTS ARE NO MORE,
I'M CURSED AND ALONE.
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6. |
Long Lonely Nights
03:20
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Lost what I love,
Now I'm left with nothing;
But a pain in my heart,
And mental suffering.
A perception of bliss
Of a life lived without me.
Do you ever, just think of my name?
Do you ever, just picture my face?
Time and time again,
I've proved myself to be
the worst friend.
Now I'm gone and I'm lost,
In this state of agony.
Now I'm gone and I'm lost,
In this state of apathy.
As it seems, there's nothing left,
But the pain and regret.
Shame and sorrow, nothing less.
I look at myself and I wonder,
When will this way of life be no longer?
I look for you, and I wander,
but I can see you no longer.
Long, long and lonely nights,
Ever since you've been gone.
Long, long and lonely nights,
I guess you're never coming home.
As I go along My lonely way,
I visualize, your face.
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7. |
Grief and Tragedy
03:35
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I lie in bed at night,
just wanting to die.
I am so empty inside,
there are no more tears for me to cry.
Stuck in this paradox,
that I call life.
Take me back,
take me there,
yet I can't stand being anywhere.
It's gone, it's all gone, you're gone, so long
From that painful day,
I wasn't the same.
I'm no longer afraid,
but scarred with the bane.
A quick question, I beg you to listen.
If this was meant to be,
why am I suffering?
Forever in my heart,
you were there from the start.
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